This is the first time I started to blog about my experiences in my first job. I was hired as a teacher and I tell you, my experience is definitely hard. I almost give up and wanted to end the contract. I am handling a class with teenagers or will I say it a “child-like” teens. I was crying in agony wishing to end up this suffering. I don’t know how to control their attitude. I don’t know how to deal with them. I don’t know how to implement discipline and classroom management. I asked myself how the parents raise these kids. Well I just wish that these site- resources for parents - will be a great help to the parents who have problems in raising kids. This will provide good parenting resources and activities for parents as well as the kids. There are a lot of activities where parents and kinds can share bonding moments in doing resourceful activities. It also gives parenting tips and advice to develop traits and attitudes of the kids. Good communication and implementing moral values t...
Am I in love on him? I am asking this question many times. Sometimes it lingers in my mind for hours- almost everyday. No matter how he hurts me, usually many times, but still I continue liking him. So I asked myself, am I in love? Day by day, God is clearing up my mind. Maybe God is teaching me how to let go. Yeah! that's maybe Gods reason why He allows this feeling to dwell in me.He wants me to learn the word patience, self-control and a still heart. Now I started to let go of this feelings. Though I don't usually see that man everyday, but he always visited my mind every now and then. I cannot help myself, I am trying to figure it out, so I asked God to rescue me in this kind of insanity. No matter I try to figure it out, I am still confuse- really condused. Then God teach me to be still and listen to Him. Now my mind is clear. God wants me to draw closer to Him. He wants me to be still and wait for His perfect timing- it's either that man or somebody else- all I know i...
Everything that we go through in life is just a part of the process, it's part of God's plan. Sometimes we think that life is so unfair, life is so cruel and some things don't happen just the way we want it. Hold on... we'll go through it. Everything will be unfolded in the right time, just the way God wants it and it will be beautiful. Wait, God's in the process of molding us, making us into a better person. I would say I'm a pessimist in some way. I always think that I can't do it and I will never make it. I have certain things and plans that I want to do in my life, but at the back of my mind... it will fail- I'll never make it. I hate myself for being this way. God has many good things and promises, but believing and holding on to it is such a hard thing to do. I always search for proof and evidences before I believe. I still need someone to push me forward for me to do it. I have no enough agility to stand up and do it. But God who is so gracious, k...
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