Am I in love on him? I am asking this question many times. Sometimes it lingers in my mind for hours- almost everyday. No matter how he hurts me, usually many times, but still I continue liking him. So I asked myself, am I in love? Day by day, God is clearing up my mind. Maybe God is teaching me how to let go. Yeah! that's maybe Gods reason why He allows this feeling to dwell in me.He wants me to learn the word patience, self-control and a still heart. Now I started to let go of this feelings. Though I don't usually see that man everyday, but he always visited my mind every now and then. I cannot help myself, I am trying to figure it out, so I asked God to rescue me in this kind of insanity. No matter I try to figure it out, I am still confuse- really condused. Then God teach me to be still and listen to Him. Now my mind is clear. God wants me to draw closer to Him. He wants me to be still and wait for His perfect timing- it's either that man or somebody else- all I know i...
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