" (empty) "

I don't know why... But there's something really bothers me. It's already a half of an hour when I feel like browsing the net without any reason or finding something without knowing what I'm looking for. It really takes me an hour after I decided to write on something. I know this is the craziest idea for me. Writing something without knowing what you are writing for. Sometimes it's a symptom- for me... Or worse, maybe... it's a disease. I don't know. In life, sometimes we feel the so-called "emptiness" Maybe it's a disease in the mind... you feel like you are not doing something good for that day. It's a disease caused by doing nothing. This kind of disease is like... you want to do something that keeps you going... you want to explore and experience something that will surely gives you pleasure... and yet, you failed to do so. It's a defeat. You refused to do because you’re tired, afraid or let us say... lazy.
You know what, I tell you being lazy are the most tiring work you'll going to experience. It's an epidemic disease that will conquer your mind that make you stressed. Doing nothing! Hope I can overcome this disease and I wish there is a cure for this illness.
I love to make this day so meaningful, excitement, something to treasure...
You know what? The life of being a blogger is hard. But being a blogger without experience about the world outside is the hardest part. You can't write something because you have nothing that is in you. How can you write something when all day long you are sitting in front of the computer and post? See... hope I can spent some time for me to explore the world and share it with you. That's the great idea!
So help me God.