Maam Ling

 Thank God, I got the chance to blog again, since it's a long weekend and it's a holy week. While blogging, I'm also enjoying my night music sound trip. It is very motivational and therapeutic. Listening to the music every  night could ease the feeling of sadness, loneliness, but many times it triggers the feelings. Whatever it is, I just love the feeling listening to the sound of music.Music helps us reminisce some great memories that fades away. The lyrics of the songs could penetrate the deepest portion of your heart. One day, I dreamed to play one musical instrument. I just love the feeling to play an instrument. Forget the people around and simply lost in playing the song. If I could really master the piano or keyboard that would be very fantastic. I would probably bring it where ever I go. With the help of miko case , I could play everywhere. It would be very convenient for me to carry. Oh, I hope somebody could teach me how to play at least one musical instrument. I ...

I never felt so alone in my entire life- just now. I felt so scared and doubtful. Maybe it's because of the sins that I've been committing and the my act stubbornness towards people and towards God  keep me away from Him. I can't help myself but to cry out to God for mercy. I'm praying that the God of Heavens sees me and rescue me from this brokenness and emptiness that I felt inside. This turmoil inside me is what keeps me from being miserable and keep me away from God. The struggle inside me is what makes me fighting. Fighting the spiritual battle. Fighting against the enemies realms.  This time, I wanna make right with God. This is the prayer of my soul. For God to intervene... because honestly, I cannot fight and win this battle. Exodus 14:14 The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. Our discontentment leads to wishful but hopeless (and sometimes suicidal) thinking. But know that God is continually pursuing us. He won't give up on us. Our only hope...

Do you find comfort in food? Well, food is the most primitive form of comfort for many people. Sometimes, when we are broken hearted and depressed we can find comfort in the food that we eat. I am not a fan of eating. I don't eat a lot. I always go in a restaurant because of its ambiance. But when I'm alone, food is the best buddy I can have. They are like bestfriends to me. The best part when I'm stressed is that I walked and wander around the city and when I get tired, I eat. I'm a typical loner who loves to eat by myself, but feels scared to eat in restaurant especially if it's my first time there. I thank God for restaurants. I thank them for inventing food. Yes, it's pathetic  to"eat and cry" at the same time but I've tried it many times. While many really wants to find someone they can talk to when their sad and lonely, but me? I prefer to be alone and eat. Being silent and savouring the  food that I prefer to eat alone is one of the best fee...

Hi everyone, happy weekend.It's great time for me to blog again since its weekend. I really love to keep updated and blog about good stuff and helpful tips for all of you guys. I'm very excited to blog it to you. It it my latest beauty product discovery. Petroleum jelly is stock up in my closet for almost a year and unexpectedly, found out it's benefits to me and probably to everyone. Well, I've been sharing and recommending this beauty hacks to some of my friends already and I'm quite excited to share this on my blog. I found it very miraculous to experience the magic of "petroleum jelly" or it is popularly known as Vaseline. Well, I can testify how it really works on me personally. Aside from it is affordable, petroleum jelly is a mutlitasking miracle cream. It's really beneficial, trust me. Here are 7 beauty hacks or beauty tips as they called it, that really works on me and gives extra moisture and improvement to my skin. It did a great job as my n...

Happy LOVE day to everyone. Hearts Day, Love Day, Valentines Day... whatever they called it- truly love is in the air. Spend time with your loved ones today. In many years that I've been celebrating this day as single, this is the first time that I feel so secured and loved. Though there are trials and misunderstandings that happen but, I can't stop myself but to believe that great days are coming ahead. I hope you feel the same way too. "Love day" is not just for lovers, but for everyone who has the capacity to love  and be loved. There are many types of love- a love for family, for friends, for lovers and a love for God. I am blessed and thankful that despite all the rejections by other people, I am pretty sure that the love of God is for forever. And that's the greatest thing that I can hold on to. Celebrate love and be inspired. Love people even though they can't love you back. Give love without asking love in return. It's free to love- so love someone...

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone. To all my friends and kababayan  who are Chinese... Kung Hei Fat Choy. :) I hope you all enjoy your long weekend and your holiday break. It's holiday! So, it's no time for work. Since its holiday, it would have been a great day for me to chill and relax but unfortunately,  I got no chance to do it because the whole house is crowded with the bunch of teenagers.  My younger sister's classmates came and stayed the whole day in the house to do their research and projects. My planned relaxation is all gone now. My "me time" never happen :-( Our house is very small and it seems that it is not enough to accommodate them all. Anyway, the "me time" relaxation never happen, but I got the chance to have a "dream time". While it's very noisy outside our room, I had a great time to dream a lot. And one of those is the dreams for our house renovation. That's all I wish. I've been planning to have our second flo...

Random thought: It is about knowing the smallest, the little detail of your life that counts the most... Currently: Writing a blog at 11 o'clock in the evening of the January 31st. It's pretty amazing when you realize it's an hour away to February. Before this month end, I would like to express some random thought that disturbs my mind in this silent evening. Actually, I'm in the perfect mood to blog. Plus, I'm just right here at my favorite place to hangout- here in my room at the right corner of my bed illuminated by the purple lampshade. Truly, it's my "clean well-lighted place" for me. The perfect ambiance convinced me to compose a blog and reflect on the things- my random thoughts that disturb the silent evening. I started to think of my dreams, my ambitions, and my secret desires. As it flashed right in front of me, it lingered for a while but it suddenly fades away. It's just a minute or second, it vanished. But, I still put my hope and have...